1.X Lion king 1
2.X Lion king 1.5
3.X Lion King 2
4.X Fern Gully
5.X Oliver and Company
6. Homeward Bound
7. Land Before Time 1
7a. Land Before Time 2
7b. Land Before Time 3
7c. Land Before Time 4
8. Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist
9. Aristocats
10. The Notebook
11. The Wedding Date
12. Bring it on
13. Alice in Wonderland
14.X Van Helsing
15. Changeling
16. Zac and Miri Make A Porno
17. Madagascar 2
18. Igor
19. Bolt
20. The Dark Knight
21. Eagle Eye
22. My Best Friend's Girl
23.X Wanted
24. Wall-e
25.X Sisterhood of the travelling pants 1
25a.X Sisterhood of the travelling pants 2
26. monsters inc.
27. Snow White and the Seven Dwarves
28. Beauty and the Beast
29. Mulan 1
29a. Mulan 2
30. A Bugs Life
31. Finding Nemo
32. The Incredibles
33. Pooh's Heffalump Movie
34. Ratatouille
35.Toy Story 1
35a. Toy Story 2
36. Live Free or Die Hard
37. Forest Gump
38. Saving Private Ryan
39. The Truman Show
40. Anastasia
41. Annie
42. Cast Away
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Monday, February 16, 2009
Sunday, February 15, 2009
arg
i tried to just voice my opinion. you know cause people say voicing your opinion is good and self gratifying. i guess not. i try to tell someone how much something bothers me that THEY are doing and its turned around on me, because we are in no way anything. right.
i feel utterly annoyed and in a way betrayed. i figured he'd be a little more suseptive, i dont even know how to spell that word right now, and a little less defensive. what does he have to get defensive about. WHAT DOES HE HAVE TO GET DEFENSIVE ABOUT. since he's so happy living his life like that, what is there to be defensive about. to a fucking 17 year old. come on.
whatever.
i feel utterly annoyed and in a way betrayed. i figured he'd be a little more suseptive, i dont even know how to spell that word right now, and a little less defensive. what does he have to get defensive about. WHAT DOES HE HAVE TO GET DEFENSIVE ABOUT. since he's so happy living his life like that, what is there to be defensive about. to a fucking 17 year old. come on.
whatever.
yeh.
okay well valentines day wasnt that bad.
i guess.
i had to cancel these extravagant dinner plans for my 7th month anniversary with ricky but he totally forgot and didnt know what i was talking about and why i was so upset so that made me even more upset.
we went and saw friday the 13th and he spent the entire movie covering his eyes by nuzzling into my neck and holding onto me for dear life. it was cute.
and then today i volunteered with New Leash for the pet adoption at Petco and some of the people irritated the crap out of me. if your gona tell other people about the dogs, let someone who knows the dogs well do it. dont go and tell the public the wrong information you dumb whore.
it was irritating.
but other than that, idk. i try to live day to day as best as i can. even if its harder than other days i still try my best. and today wasnt that bad i guess.
i just hope it sticks.
i guess.
i had to cancel these extravagant dinner plans for my 7th month anniversary with ricky but he totally forgot and didnt know what i was talking about and why i was so upset so that made me even more upset.
we went and saw friday the 13th and he spent the entire movie covering his eyes by nuzzling into my neck and holding onto me for dear life. it was cute.
and then today i volunteered with New Leash for the pet adoption at Petco and some of the people irritated the crap out of me. if your gona tell other people about the dogs, let someone who knows the dogs well do it. dont go and tell the public the wrong information you dumb whore.
it was irritating.
but other than that, idk. i try to live day to day as best as i can. even if its harder than other days i still try my best. and today wasnt that bad i guess.
i just hope it sticks.
Saturday, February 14, 2009
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i dont think its fair that everyday i have to wake up and make it seem like nothing is wrong. i have to continuously do things that i dont want to do just in case i'm not going to end up dying. i have to convince myself to be alive. and i cant make anyone understand what i'm going through. no one will be able to no matter what i do and with that it isnt fair.
everyday since i got out of a coma ive known that it will happen. but i was given to know that it will happen after high school and into my 20's. but no. it happens before high school is over.
i have to put a smile on my face even when i'm hurting and breaking. i care so much about the happiness of the people around me that when my happiness is limited, i know others are happy. theres only so much someone can take. and i may have reached my limit.
i really dont think i can take more adjusting to things i dont need to be adjusting to. i hate my life. i dont want to be here anymore. but i'm here because it makes other people happy to know that im here. nothing is fair. the world is just a big ball of truths that are never really understood or are ventured for. you can spend your life looking and still never know what it is or what it can mean. you can never know to what extent anyone really cares of what life means.
i will always treat life differently than any other person and it will always conflict with others. i cherish life more knowing what it is going to happen to me. im just different.
everyday since i got out of a coma ive known that it will happen. but i was given to know that it will happen after high school and into my 20's. but no. it happens before high school is over.
i have to put a smile on my face even when i'm hurting and breaking. i care so much about the happiness of the people around me that when my happiness is limited, i know others are happy. theres only so much someone can take. and i may have reached my limit.
i really dont think i can take more adjusting to things i dont need to be adjusting to. i hate my life. i dont want to be here anymore. but i'm here because it makes other people happy to know that im here. nothing is fair. the world is just a big ball of truths that are never really understood or are ventured for. you can spend your life looking and still never know what it is or what it can mean. you can never know to what extent anyone really cares of what life means.
i will always treat life differently than any other person and it will always conflict with others. i cherish life more knowing what it is going to happen to me. im just different.
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